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Minah's avatar

felt this deeply !!

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Ohhh wow I didn’t think anyone else would 🥹🥲 💚💛

Maria Matheou's avatar

I’m sensing isolation, words leaving red lips. Sadness and disconnect. It’s an atmospheric piece.

Kylee's avatar

An interior portrait, and it’s well painted too. I get a sense of anxiety, the feeling out of place and performing, the hyper-focusing on the teeth, the lipstick.

What does freedom look like? Maybe the bath water will clean the muddiness.

This is very tender and self-aware. You killed this ngl

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Omggg thank you 🥹😮 that’s so kind. Not sure what freedom looks like either tbh I guess I was thinking not being bound to a place but then again having a sense of home is important

The Other Ending's avatar

The image of leaving the house like a foal, reaching for brick and stone, is so tender and disorienting. That sense of proving reality really lands

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you <3 I’m always having to touch something strong and firm when I’m out and about!! Not sure why I just like feeling something steady

arabella roth's avatar

reading this while it’s cold out and i don’t have a jacket on, felt perfectly atmospheric which is how i like my writing <33

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Omg I’m so pleased my writing matched the vibe that’s so nice to hear thank you 🥹🤍

Neha 🧸's avatar

This feels very hyper-specific, the persistent conflict between enjoying your own company and wanting to socialise more to ease the loneliness, this felt very poetic 💌 <3

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you!! 🤭 I love my own company and don’t feel lonely but always feel a little pressure to socialize so not to be seen by myself all the time 🫣

maven's avatar

"Blunder through small talk" is the best description of the daily ordeal that is speaking to strangers. Matilda, this piece is so so beautiful, you should genuinely consider publishing this 💌

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you so much Maven that’s so kind ☹️🤍

Buzz Kantwrite's avatar

This was a very nice piece. I liked it a lot.

It sounds like you/the character enjoys spending time alone and then struggle to find a groove in social situations. To this I can relate. Sometimes I need to warm up a little before the words start flying properly. But when they do start a flying. Oh boy. The wit. The intellect. The annoyingness. Watch out.

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you 😊 I’m sure everyone has a great time in your company. I haven’t figured out social etiquette yet so I say the most personal details about myself to keep the conversation going

Buzz Kantwrite's avatar

I like that strategy. Makes for an interesting conversation.

"How's this weather huh?"

"I have flat feet."

Prins's avatar

somehow i feel connected yet in awe with this

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Omg really 🫢😦 thank you!!!

Anoushka's avatar

you never fail to awe me 🥺 this was STUNNING and the imagery!!!!

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Omg this means so much to me🥺 thank you Anoushka <3

Jacqueline J. Jarvis's avatar

"There’s a prescribed sedative in my pocket, just in case. I’ll take any scrap of delusion for comfort." love it

Reeshabh's avatar

Loved reading this!!

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you!! 😊💗

Fawn ୨୧'s avatar

Matildaaaaa this is so beautiful

matilda 🐇 ˚✧。༄'s avatar

Thank you so so much🥺🥺💕